CATCHING UP WITH... DAVE
[From Bong 30, December 1996.]
Summary: Second section of a mammoth band interview, here split into three sections for convenience but originally printed as one article. Dave speaks honestly and most of all plainly about his recent personal problems but is keen about his studio role and the approach taken towards the new material. Probably the finest work to appear in Bong, and certainly rewarding to study in depth.
What have you been doing in the past two years?
Generally, I’ve been really ill. At the moment I live in Los Angeles in a sober living house that’s full of addicts like myself. I came out of a detox place, a rehab, that I went into in June after getting really sick. I overdosed on heroin, and I actually flat-lined for a couple of minutes and I was revived, and after that I found myself still using heroin for a couple of days after I came out of jail. Then I decided to try and do something about it again. I’ve been in and out of these sort of places for the last couple of years. I got really lost in the whole thing and spent the last five months just really trying to concentrate on getting my life back together. And during all this time, for the last year or so, we’ve been trying to make this record, and my work was really suffering. I was having problems even singing, and one of the things that I really love to do, that’s been a big part of my life, was being taken away from me. It was my own doing, but I couldn’t stop, and needed help, and that’s what I’ve been doing really. But it’s really good now, on a positive side and I feel really good about what I am doing. I am very happy to be clean and sober and living my life again… I have my life back.
How long did it take you to adapt to a normal day-to-day life after coming back from the Devotional Tour?
I didn’t. I was functioning only with the use of drugs, without them I couldn’t even move. I came back from the tour and I wasn’t playing music and singing anymore but I really threw myself into using drugs.
Have you kept in touch with one another since the end of the Devotional Tour?
Not really. But no-one is to blame really, because the phone rings both ways. The only time that I heard anything from anyone was really if I was kind of hurting myself and it got in the press. Then I got a call from somebody, usually Martin or I’d call him. I got a call from Alan at one point when he decided he wanted to leave. But I didn’t really react in any way to that because I was deeply into using drugs by then.
Do you think that you being in LA and the rest of the band being in London affected your relationship a lot?
I don’t really have much of a relationship with the others outside of the band. When you’re on the road for that long, and that was nearly two years, I think the last thing you want to do is hang out together (laughs).
Have you found it difficult to settle down in the studio again after the time off you had?
Yes, it has taken a long while. But I’d say we’ve done our best work in the last few months. It progressively gets more and more difficult because when you know each other so well, little things become really big things. There is a lot of outside things now… everyone’s got families and they’ve got other interests outside of the band. A lot of time and energy is spent on those things and so less and less time really gets spent on making music together. I think when things go well it’s really good but there’s a lot of sitting around and waiting. The roles are very defined, Martin writes the songs and I sing them. We have Tim Simenon working with us on this record and a number of other people playing music, programming and stuff like that. Tim is playing a really big role in it. I wouldn’t say that he replaced Alan because it’s a completely different thing but he fulfils that role. I think Martin is working a little bit harder in putting himself forward and working in the studio because there’s nobody else to do it.
Were you ready to go into the studio after you heard Martin had been working on the new songs?
Yeah, we got back together and listened to some songs. We had a meeting and decided whether we wanted to even make another record together. It was very unsure at first because everyone had had a lot of time being involved in interests outside of the band. I think that if you’re going to be in a band it’s important that you are fulfilling a role within that band. As I said, the creative side of the writing is down to Martin, and I sing. If we were making a film, Martin is the director and I am the actor following the orders (laughs). [1]
What was your initial reaction after the first listen to Martin’s demo?
I really wanted to record them. I really wanted to do the songs. A lot of the lyrical content, the feeling in the melodies really fitted with the way that I was feeling and the stuff I was personally going through. It seemed like it would be a really good thing for me to do at that time because it was my own personal problems. In retrospect, I wasn’t ready and it was more important for me to take heroin than being in the band but I think that in the last few months I feel like I’ve done some of my best work. I’ve thrown myself into it, I’ve been working with a vocal coach, Evelyn, and we were also working with her in Los Angeles. We recorded vocals for some of the songs in LA. It’s a long process and I am trying to put all my energy into doing that.
Were you as passionate about the new material that Martin presented you with as you were last time with the songs Martin wrote for “SOFAD”?
I always am and we’ve all had our favourites, but what struck me the most with a lot of these songs were Martin’s lyrics. For me personally, I could really relate to a lot of his writing… I am looking at myself with the words I sing.
Musically and lyrically, does this new album mean any profound change from the previous ones?
Yeah, I think so. I think it’s gone back more to a similar vein to “Violator” really. The songs are shorter and more compact and I think the melodies are much stronger.
Are there any particular songs on this album that you feel closer to or emotional about than the others?
There’s a song on the album called “Sister Of Night” which is my personal favourite song on the album by far, but I think the most innovative thing on the record, in terms of what Depeche Mode have done over the years is “Barrel Of A Gun” which is going to be the first single. I think that’s the most exciting song on the album. It’s the least like anything we’ve ever done before and it kind of stretched us a bit – it stretched me vocally – and I am really pleased with what I’ve done now.
Do you find it easy to sing the new songs?
I never find it easy to sing. It is a very emotional thing to do. It’s the icing on the cake if you like. Everything else is pretty much programmed and it’s all what I call “head-work”. When I sing I sing from my heart and it’s the human element in Depeche Mode, especially so with this album.
Is there another “Condemnation” on this album, a song you feel strongly about?
No, there’ll never be another “Condemnation” but I would say “Sister Of Night” moves me in the same way that “Condemnation” did.
You have always wanted to play the guitar. Did you get a chance to play it or any other instrument on this album?
I’ve been playing the guitar quite a bit, but no, not with Depeche Mode. Years ago, we used to be very snobby about other bands that used guitars. That’s all they did and they didn’t try any other experimentation. To be quite honest, we’ve come full circle with that now. It seems the easy option now is to do what we’ve done on a great number of albums, which is programming, rather than trying to physically do something. As I said, we’re a “head-band”. I personally still need very much to fulfil my own ambitions musically, and I am beginning that process now. I have been working with some other people on some different things and finding I get great enjoyment out of it… different people coming together with different ideas and putting them together and creating something. It’s really exciting and it’s spontaneous and I think Depeche Mode are anything but spontaneous.
What’s the best thing about this album?
Getting it finished.
Has “SOFAD” turned out the way you envisaged it?
Nearly. I think we did the best that we could. We pushed a lot harder to actually create something more as a group effort, and it was really hard at times. I don’t think we really fulfilled that as much as we could have if we had put personal things aside, but they are always there, the problems, the personal things and the outside interests. They are always in the studio, with us, if you like, and as you get older the chance to do that seems to get further and further away. I think it’s probably an impossible task for the band to make a group album.
[1] - With hindsight, these are the first visible stirrings of Dave's discontentment with his role as "just the singer", which didn't come to a head until the solo projects of 2003. Dave was to say in later years that he nervously presented some of his own material to Martin during the Ultra sessions, but that Martin rebuffed it apparently because it didn't fit in with his overall vision for the album as a whole.