THE SINGLES 86-98
[From Bong 38, December 1998. Words: Various contributors.]
Summary: Bong members describe the significance of singles from '86 to '98 in their personal lives.
Stripped > This single reminds me of 1986 and the “Black Celebration” period. When the tour dates were announced you can imagine my delight when Bristol’s Hippodrome was one of those venues. It was a Saturday morning and I was on the bus stop bright and early to get to the centre of Bristol to eagerly await the opening of the Hippodrome. As I got there, the fans already awaited the ticket office opening. A couple of hours later, to my delight, at last the doors opened and we were in!! I purchased my two tickets for row B (row A sold out already, how I don’t know!?!). Very, very excited I left with my tickets safely in my pocket, and went into the shopping centre. I can remember buying a DM T-shirt. All this I can remember so clearly, and as soon as I hear “Stripped”, it takes me back to that Saturday. A. Lawrence, UK
A Question Of Lust > This is one of the songs I used to sing to my brother as lullabies. I was singing them almost every night for five or more times until he fell asleep. I was, of course, switching “she” for “he” where necessary. Anna Avekova, Moscow, Russia
A Question Of Time > The inevitable loss of innocence caused by puberty and the vulnerability that can lead to under age sex provides an underlying element of danger throughout the song, while still retaining some warmth as it is told through the fears and concerns of an understanding adult. Lisa Davenport, UK
Strangelove > This song reminds me of the band’s concert during the “Music For The Masses Tour” when Depeche came to Prague in 1988. The Czech Republic was still struggling with the communist regime and Depeche Mode were one of the very first bands from the western part of the World to come and perform in our country. I remember the interest in this concert was overwhelming and there were thousands of people coming from abroad. The capacity of the venue was 16,000 but there were about 90,000 plus requests for the tickets!!! I also recall that the atmosphere on the night was amazing, although there were many state police officers to calm the crowd down, in order to prevent possible riots!?! To remember this special day, the DM fans started to gather on the date of the show in front of the venue for their black celebrations… Michaela Olexova – Bong
Never Let Me Down Again > My favourite track from the singles collection is “Never Let Me Down Again”… because I love its mood. I listen to it when I am down and sing to it when I am happy (especially in my shower). I remember missing school just to buy the 12” single only to find out it wasn’t on sale on that day yet. Great memories. Kwok Kah Mun, Singapore
Behind The Wheel > This must be one of the most beautiful songs ever. I already knew Depeche Mode before this single was released, but one evening I was just lying in the dark listening to a radio, and it was when I heard that song, that music and those incredible sounds… I sat down on my bed and the only thought in my head was “that’s it! That’s my song!”. It was “Behind The Wheel” (remix) and it was for the first time ever I have felt music so close to my mind and heart. Its mood and atmosphere just surrounded me. It was the reason for me to fall in love with Depeche Mode. For good… Jurga Raskauskaite, Alytus, Lithuania
Personal Jesus > Although people associate this track with religion, your own Personal Jesus can be anything – sex, love, music almost anything that gives you pleasure – reach out and touch whatever moves you. Andrea Matthews, UK
Enjoy The Silence > It’s one of the best Depeche Mode songs. I love it very much for the power that it gives me when the world around me goes crazy. I listen to this song and vision myself on the top of the mountains, in the country, near the sea and hope that nobody will ever come and break the silence… Patricia Sellin, Concarneau, France
Policy Of Truth > I have become a real devotee with this song and fell in love with it the very first time I heard it, and it hasn’t changed so far. It brings deep feelings inside of me and I consider it to be the most powerful song Martin has ever written. The melody captivates my senses completely and it has often helped me in low times. A great thrill and one of the immortal songs! The song of my life, indeed! Vanina Moreillon, Sion, Switzerland
World In My Eyes > I remember when this song was released as a single and I thought to myself – that’s it – the sound, music and lyrics just opened my eyes!! Since then I have become a huge devotee of the band, and although I have liked Depeche Mode ever since 1981, the year 1990 made my life liveable!! Manfred Greisert, Erkrath, Germany
I Feel You > The first time I saw the video for this song I was shocked. Was this my beloved Depeche Mode? They looked and sounded like a hard rock band. The band were yet again changing any preconceptions people had about them. The song has such a powerful and positive energy and whenever I play it, it always inspires me. John Bretherton, Warrington, UK
Walking In My Shoes > I can never listen to this song without being reminded of Anton’s really dark video with all the strange people and images of the group in it. I consider it to be one of the best videos Anton has ever done for the band. John Bretherton, Warrington, UK
Condemnation > The rack has the basic meaning – they again deal with what other people think of us, but they do so from different emotional standpoints. You beg “Why do you think that of me? How can you judge me?” mixed with a longing for the accuser to have some understanding. Lisa Davenport, UK
In Your Room > I really like “In Your Room”, especially Zephyr Mix. We were listening to this song together with my girlfriend all night long in one room three years ago and I had the words in my head all that night. We are still together and she is still my little girl… sorry Martin. Patrik Kardoheli, Presov, Slovakia
Barrel Of A Gun > A great comeback single. Really hard sounding keyboards and Dave’s sneering distorted vocals. A really challenging song with confrontational lyrics by Martin that remind me of the great pain and torture Dave has suffered over the last few years. Yet against all the odds he and the rest of the band have managed to pull through, even though they were staring down the barrel of a gun. John Bretherton, Warrington, UK
It’s No Good > Destiny and belonging to someone, they know, you know, everybody knows – perfect. No reading horoscopes here!! Andrea Matthews, UK
Home > Oozes with the warmth and security a loving relationship provides. Home isn’t a place – it’s a state of mind, inner calm, contentment and a sense of belonging tinged with an element of surprise that anyone could make you feel that way. Lisa Davenport, UK
Useless > I remember showing the “Useless” video for the first time at The International Bong Convention, which we held in Prague in October 1997. Since it was only a few days after it was released no one in the venue had seen it before, and so we were really fortunate to have the first run of the video on that night. I loved it so much myself I couldn’t wait till I press the play button and the video projection lights up. When the time arrived I could see all the 600 plus fans waiting in anxiety, turning their eyes towards the massive screen. It was all so exciting and as soon as the first tones of “Useless” began and the yellow car appeared on the screen everyone went completely mad! The crowd turned into the one I know from the live shows and it almost seemed as if the band were actually on stage. Loud screaming and applause followed every movement in the video; needless to say what went on after a close-up on Martin with his fresh hair cut. It was so emotional and moving seeing the smile and happiness in every single face… We, of course, had to show the video a few more times later on. Michaela Olexova – Bong
Only When I Lose Myself > The lyrics, the vocals make this such a wonderful song for me, I lost count of how many times I cried when I first listened to it. Andrea Matthews, UK
Little 15 > I remember the first time I heard this song on “Music For The Masses” album. It felt so weird. I was sad and happy at the same time and the melody haunted me for a long time. I found it quite strange when it was released as a single. As Martin said in Bong 37, it was not a hit, but it was played regularly on the radio. I remember listening to a radio programme once where the listeners were supposed to phone in and vote for one of the two songs and “Little 15” won with more than 400 votes which apparently was quite a high score! Rozenn Leborgne, London, UK
Everything Counts (Live) > Whenever I listen to this song, whether it’s an album or a live version, it reminds me of this one night when I was drawing a picture of Dave. I had put my CD player on “repeat” so the song would just keep playing over and over and over again. As I drew the picture, I just kept listening to “Everything Counts”. I was drawing the picture for about an hour, so during that whole time, all that was playing was “Everything Counts”. I have no idea as to exactly how many times in a row I listened to that son that night, but I’ll never forget it. And now, whenever I hear that song, I am constantly reminded of that one night. I must say though that although I listened to it on repeat so many times for an hour, I never got sick of it. That is the beauty of Depeche Mode songs – I never seem to get sick of them. Laura Iwanenko, Hickory Hills, USA